Dear you,
It
is not easy for me to find the starting point of our conversation. But I
should admit that I don’t believe that there should be any. You entered in my
life when I was empty and hollow, in a way, shattered too. At that point, I was
not hopeful of finding anyone in my life. But you entered hope in me, that was a
beautiful entry. That was not easy, though you made me realize there are still people who are interested in me. I was trying to move on from my previous one-sided relationship, though it was not a formal relationship. I was mentally thinking to move on, but
technically, I was not ready to accept the condition. But when I started talking to
you, I realized we can build a relationship, actually not thinking about the relationship. When I met you, I felt like
you were the one for whom I had been dreaming
for years. I thought destiny was being
kind to me this time. I started thinking that something really good was happening in my
life. But that didn’t last long. You moved faster than me. I was unable to follow in your footsteps. Later, I realized that was euphoric. Now, I realize that it
happened because it was destiny. If destiny has chosen, this is the end of the relationship I need to accept as anything. I should accept it with beauty and grace. Sometimes, I feel like I am god’s child. The god has chosen me so
that no one dares to choose me. Years I thought that he was the one, made for my
life. But there remained nothing at the end. The same thing happened with you, too.
I hope it will not be repeated next time.
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