Mero Sansar- Nirjala Adhikari

हिजो देखेका सपनाहरु आज मात्र इतिहास बनेर उभ्भिएका छ्न मेरा अगाडी म नतमस्तक बनेर हेरिरहेछु खसिरहेको आशाको पर्वतलाई......... अरुको इतिहास कती सजिलै छिचोलिदिन्छौं र सम्झिदिन्छौं तर आफ्नै मौन इतिहास बेलाबखत पिरोल्छ आफैंलाई! सपनाको मानचित्रले आफ्नै कक्षलाई नाघेर अरु कसैको संघारमा पुगेको बेला म तिनै मौन इतिहासको विष्मृतिमा  पुग्ने गर्छु....  आज पात झरेर नाङ्गो भएको रुखझैं बाटो विर्सिएर अर्कैको गन्तव्यमा पुगेको यात्रीझैं यथार्थको अर्कै कोलाज मा पुगेको छु र हरदम आफ्नै प्रतिविम्वमा अरु कसैलाई देखिरहेछु ।

            Like many other lower-middle-class Nepali family, my own family has many expectations with me. I am the first University graduate of my family. As a University graduate, they expect more from me. Sometimes these loathe expectations make me panic.  However, I have my own expectation with myself. As a modern Nepali woman, I want to be independent. Both financially and emotionally. But it’s hard to be independent here in Nepal if you want to follow the good path. No one gives you any opportunity if you are not there in favor of any people or political influence. While doing graduation in university, I used to feel I can get good opportunities after graduation. But these days what I am facing is not only the problem of me but a problem of lots of my friends. Some of my friends who were so good in study, so hardworking they are still jobless. However, those who never submitted their assignment in time never wrote research paper own self those are in good positions. It makes