चिया गफमै सिमित तर्कहरु 

भट्टिमा नै रुमलिएका आदर्शहरु 

परम्परा हुन् हाम्रा 

इतिहास हुन् पुर्वजका 

पशुलाई मानिस बनाउँनु 

र मानिसलाई पशु ठान्नु 

यो पनि हाम्रै सस्कार हो 

हाम्रा अग्रजहरुले सिकाएको 

ठूलालाई मात्र कति दोश दिनु 

म पनि त्यहि सिकाउदैछु 

मेरा सन्तानहरुलाई 

बाघ हुनु र बाख्रा खानु ठिक हो भनेर 

बाघ मात्र होइन म त

सिंह बनाउदैछु मेरा सन्तानहरुलाई 

सिंहदरबार भित्र छिर्नु अनि कहिल्यै 

बाहिर ननिस्कनु भनेर। 

 म सधै सोच्छु

म किन कमला बन्न सकिन

र पचाउँन सकिन

आफूँभित्र आइपरेका समस्याहरुलाई शान्त मूद्रामा

 ऊ त बुद्ध हो

अहिशा चाहन्छे

ऊ त गान्धी हो

राष्ट्रीयता चाहन्छे

 ऊ बनाउँन सक्छे अर्ध आकार

कृष्णलाई पूर्णकदको

ऊ जन्माउन सक्छे

आफूँजस्तै सानो शान्त कृष्णलाई

ऊ गुँलाफ हो

काँडाबिच पनि सजिलै फूलिदिन्छे

ऊ नदिकिनारा हो 

छालहरुलाई सजिलै सहिदिन्छे

ऊ सिन्थियालाई

दुश्मन ठान्दिन

 देख्दछे दुश्मनमा पनि 

शिवको जस्तै अदभूत सौन्दर्यता 

तर म किन बन्न सक्दिन कमला

सिता र गान्धारी जस्तै

र हेर्न संसारलाई

मात्र माया र प्रेमको नजरले

भो छोडिदेउँ जुलिएट बन्न

भो छोडिदेउँ जुलिएट बन्न

भौतिकताबादको दोसाधमा उभिएर
जुलिएट बन्न खोज्नेहरु
आफ्नो धरातल त हेँर
अझै कयौ मदनहरु लासामा हराइरहेछन्

त्यही मदनको प्रेमिका
तिमी कसरी जुलिएट बन्न सक्छ्यौ
बरु फालिदेउँ त्यो आडम्वर
र हेँर पहिलेकै त्यही मुना बनेर

तिम्रो मदन अझै मदननै छ
तिमी कसरी जुलिएट भयौ
फालिदेउ त्यो देखावटिपन्
र बनिदेउँ फेरी प्यारी मुना

बरु तिमी मदनलाई घर फर्काउन सक्थ्यौ
३३ प्रतिशतको उपायोग गर्न सक्थ्यौ
कृषी मार्फत  क्रान्ती गर्न  सक्थ्यौ
भो छोडिदेउ लगाउँन सुन्

वरु फलाउँ लसुन र अदुवा
पढाउँ प्रौढशिक्षा
भो छोडिदेउँ जुलिएट बन्न
जसले बनाउँदैछ तिम्रो मदनलाई कसैको दासी

हिड्छु यो सहरमा

म  भन्न सक्दिन तिमीलाई
म दुखी छु भनेर
तिम्री छोरी बदनाम
भैसकी भंनेर

न पोख्न  सक्छु मेरो कथालाई
सबैले पढ्ने उपन्यास वनाएर
न लेख्न सक्छु आफ्नो ब्यथालाई
छन्दात्मक कविता वनाएर

हिड्छु यो सहरमा
बिना कुनै लक्ष्य , गन्तब्य
आफ्नै लहडमा आफ्नै गतिमा
मान्छेहरुको भिडमा एक्लै

न बताउन सक्छु यो समाजलाई
म कसरी बदनाम  भए भनेर
म कसरी लुटिय भनेर
मेरो कसरी चिरहरण भयो भनेर

त्यसैले बाच्दैछु  यो सहरमा
फालेको फोहोर जसरी
न कसैले देख्छ मलाई न कसैले सोध्छ मलाई
म कसरी लुटिय र बदनाम भए भंनेर

About Love

Date 2071-03-26

Nirjala Adhikari

Writing of the Day

I want to start my writing with the saying of Maya Angelou, “ I do not trust people who don.t love themselves and yet tell me ‘ I love you’. There is an African saying which is: Be careful when a naked people offers you  a short.” While taking about love, it,s more than word. It,s difficult to define the word ‘love’ because it has more value on feeling than saying. Everyone have different feelings while she or he is in love. But before loving others we have to love ourself. Love yourself and watch then you obviously seems your life beautiful.

But loving ownself is a great deal. Many people are not able do this because they are not ready to accept themselves whatever they are. Although, they are seeking the love of others in their life. That is one of the greatest illusion of human life because if we should not love ourself then how should others able to love us. So, I am always fascinated by the saying of Maya Angelou which I already mentioned above. Infact loving ownself has greater value then loving others. Only those people who love ownself able to give love to others.

There are different kind of love which we found in our life. The unconditional love of parents, caring and warm love of brothers and sisters, kindful love of friends as well as different kind of love of life partner. All those types of love given by different people have different kind of taste. Although, different kind of love is hooked on different kind of relationship. Sometimes we do  make lot,s of mistake which might ruined our relationship. But mistake is a single page of life but relation is a complete book. So, don,t loose full book for a single page.

According to Osho,” IF you love a person, how can you destroy his or her freedom? If you trust her or his freedom too.” I am so much impressed by this saying of Osho because if we are  in love with someone then we have to accept his or her all the vice and virtue too. We have to respect his\her freedom too because he\she love himself\herself rather than other. So, loving somebody is somehow is loving ownself. That,s why before loving someone we have to love ourself.

In a nutshell, love yourself and love others. Being in a love is good thing. It gives us motivation, inspiration and positive flavour. So, love yourself and watch. You  definitely found your life beautiful.

नगरबधु

नगरबधु
कसरी भन्न सक्छौ  तिमीले
मसंग  हिड  भनेर
आमाको दुधलाई थुकेर
बावुको विश्वासलाई तोडेर

कसरी सोच्न सक्छौ तिमीले
म तिम्री मायालू  मात्र हु भनेर
म कसैकी छोरी , बहिनी , दिदी पनि त हु
के म यी सबलाई त्याग्न सकूला

कसरी बाध्न सक्छौ तिमीले
त्यो तिम्रो चौघेरा भित्र
उडीरहने पन्छीजसरी दौडीरहने  म
के म बाधिन सकूला त्यो तिम्रो जन्जीरभित्र

कसरी सोध्न सक्छौ तिमीले
मेरो अस्तीत्व र पहीचानलाई
तिम्री आमा म अनि यो धर्ति एउटै जराका बोटहरू  हौ
के म बताउन सकूला मेरी अनि तिम्री आमाको अस्तित्वलाई

कसरी बोल्न सक्छौ तिमीले
मेरो यो पेसा पाप हो भनेर म एउटा नगरबधु हु भनेर
के तिम्रो जन्म अनि मेरो जन्म यै पापको फल होइन र
अनि म कसरी नभनु म एउटा नगरबधु होइन भनेर  

Who am i?

Date:- 2071-03-16

Nirjala Adhikari

Writing of the Day

I always feel life is mysterious. Everyone has own mystery. Noone able to know others life fully. If anyone told you that he understood you then that is only hypocracy. Nothing more then that. If someone asked you who are you? Then you became puzzled while giving answer. Like the Sophie of Sophie’s world. Till the date I don,t know who am I. For my mom and dad I am their daughter, for my brother I am his sister, for my friend i am their friend and so on. But for myself who am i? What is my identity?

As a female, sometimes I even questioned myself what is my identity? Our society, culture , tradition, religion never provide us or own seperate identity. They defined us only in the name of daughter, mother, wife and so on. We never got oppertunity to live our own life only in the sake of ourself. We always live and laugh in the name of daughter, wife and mother.  But i am still searching for own identity. Pondering for same dream where there is land for running and sky for running.

I am so much influenced by one saying,” Never make someone a priority when all you are to them is an option.” We female are always become option. We never became the center. We are harshly dominated by patriarchal society. We are always option for society. But now i have been observing some positive change because the society has been changing.But as a women, we can able to experience different type of life in a single life. We feel unique experience in the first mensuration period. Even we feel different kind atmosphere at the first day of marrige. We feel more mature and grown up after being a mother. So, we have many challenges in our life but we can get lot,s of unique and fantastic experience.

Female experience and world is far more different then male’s world. Because female world is always full of love, care, compassion,respect and kindness. We never able to become cruel. We always wants to make our world beautiful. But male,s world is full of cruality,betryal, domination and egoism. Male never able to give loves. So male and female are opposite creature of this universe. But perfect combination of both of them makes greater world. So, both gender have to respect each other although they have different world.

Oh no I talked so much about my own experience as a women. But still i am not able to get the answer of who am i? So, life is so mysterous for me.